The complexity

The complexity of heart is beyond my power. The heart desires has too many intention til it couldn't pick a right choices. I've bought a few things that my heart said get it, don't missed it, Without I realize that I don't need those at all but my heart need it. Oh my.. what a waste of money when I recall it back.

Fever..

Oh... I'm sick again.. What a relief for me once I knew that i'm no longer having an ulcers. But, Now i'm having FEVER... Oh no..!!! This totally made me so damn sick. Flu + Fever.. 2 in 1.. my goshhhh..!!!! The dizziness totally made me so damn weak. My head is like... urghhhhhh!!!! There's no such words to describe what I feel right now. I'm so sick of this. Hope I'll recover soon.

Whatever it is...

Everything has its reason. I have a good reason to not to forgive you.. I have a strong point to hate you. You made me feels so, so I will let you live like in hell. I swear, I won't talk to you even one word. You never be grateful, and you never respect me. I believe that someday you will understand and you will regret everything what you've done to me. Every cursed you spell, throw or whatever it is. It will turn to you.  God always has its ways to everyone who believe in him. I believe in God. I believe that God will never look at one side only, God always watching us and he know everything what has happens. 

I hate You..

Damn freaking Sunday. I am out of control. He really made me feel like SHIT. I don't care and please go to hell...!!! I really hate you . I won't forget what you did to me. Look at your attitude, the way you treated me. Don't ever ask for help from me anymore. Please don't. Because I won't ever lend my hand for you. I'm am so finished.
FUCK YOU!!!!

Happy Sunday!!

Aloha world!! And happy Sunday... May Lord always be with us forever and ever. May all the bless brought us to the happiness in life. And may all the blesses make us appreciate God more.

Above & Beyond

May we never let the things we don't have spoil our enjoyment of the things we do have. As we value our happiness, let us not forget it, for one of the greatest lessons in life is learning to be happy without the things we cannot or should  not have.


I will welcome happiness as it enlarges my heart; yet I will endure sadness for it opens my soul. I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge.

Best things you can be..

As I sit and polder, ways to make you smile,

You’re crying on my shoulder,

And we’ve been here for a while.

I try to make u think about,

The laughs of yesterday,

And how we’ve been through all of it,

But it all turned out okay.

Nothing makes you smile at me,

You look so small and sad,

So I try to remind you,

I’ve been with you, good or bad.

And I’ll be here tomorrow,

The next day I’ll be here too,

So friend you needn’t worry,

I am always here for you.

My Fav Quote...

A Friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be. Douglas Pagels

Internet problem..

Well, it's been a while I didn't update my blog. I was facing internet connection problem. It's like a hell you know when I can't even access to the internet. Urghhhh!!!

Ulcer..

OMG~ I'm in pain... Seriously this makes me suffer.. Oh my... I cannot stand of this actually but who am I to refuse God fate. I don't even know why must I been suffering of ulcers since childhood. Believe or not. I used been in suffers every twice a week. They might be ulcers grow in my mouth and it's really painful. I can't even talk properly, I bet u know how was it feels. Everything is limited. Oh God, I really need a BIG relief. Please and please.. Answer me and make me healthy. I don't want to be in this condition. Why must the ulcers like me.. Oh..Oh.. Why me... I want to relieve this pain as soon it can be. I am so suffered.. It's causes my teeth in pain too.. I have to be patience even though it's already beyond my patience. Like I want to cut off the ulcers from my mouth and throw it away.. i wish I could do that...:(((

Sad Mode...

Things are not easier really...

Everyone has a desire to turn on happiest things ever. It's everyone passion to pushing up desire throughout heart on imposing human spiritual by completing the life's intentions. We tend to look up at the things in simple way, everyone wanted it more simpler than harder. Fortunately, there's ain't things look much more easier, everything is complicated. Some people might believe that, things are not that tough as it seems to be. Everything has its ways. Yeah, I tend to believe that but by looking at the positive side, there's nothing simple in this world. We must push our spirit to look on the things we been through. Do not look by closing another eye without thinking out of the box.

Things are not easier really.. I came up with this conclusion after I realized everything I'd been through lately. So many consideration should be appropriately intended in order to make things right. Simple thought mean everything and everything is not as easier as what we think of. As a human being, we are not just leaving all those things which are blinking our head from thinking or seeing it. Mind speaks, heart whispered, and everything taking parts in order to accomplish ones heart desires.

Regards,
Claire...

yes. I am!!

I am grateful for whatever happened to myself and my life so far. I always believe that patience and 'dare to dream' would be the greatest remedies for a normal human being like me...

Everyone might have a dream, do not tell me that you don't have one. Everyone does. Even a small things we are thinking about, it would consider as a dream. maybe we could call it DAY DREAMING. Therefore, do not ever afraid to dream. Dreaming might just a dreams but who knows if someday it would become a REAL DREAM. We are just a human being with different thoughts and perceptions. But still, we are human. Only heart, mind and attitude differentiate HUMAN. Only desires could make another changes of human. Different people have a different desires to live out lives. So, be grateful for whatever you have and do not stop dreaming.

Disappointed...

I'd never been so dumb as before. yes, i admit that I ever been in frustration situation but I never felt so dumb-ass. I did not mean anything to you. U're just a jerk. I'd been fools.. OMG~ God, please give me a right way to think about this. I need my happiness. I'm so disappointed. Then I was realize that I don't need guy in my life. They are just like the RUBBISH. Never tired of playing around with woman. I am so damn finished. I should live without you and I believe that someday u'll regret to let me go. U know best how much I loved u but u're too stupid to let me go. U should holds me tight, but u never do. Anyway, Thanks for giving me an idea what to write on my blog. A RUBBISH like u do not deserve to have me or to be love. Go away, fill your self free in the HELL of HEAVENLY... Goshhhh!!!! U made me so damn SHIT.

What the title of this????

Hello Tuesday~ Hope today brings joy and wondrous love too... Wishing the world Good Morning and have a nice day.... Just a simple views this morning, I woke up early today because my uncle is coming... and I gonna say YEAH... Money is waiting for me... hehehe... What else??? Today gonna spent my whole day with my family, shopping perhaps. But I don't know yet. And another thing I just realize of, My writing is become more worst. OMG.. I need to imposed more my skill in writing. Read more book probably. Ouchhh...!! I am too lazy for that actually... Hurmm....

I am out of idea really about blogging thingy. Ask me why?? Cuz I'm FREAK..lol... My head is like damn slow to think. I not that creative in writing as before. My Goddddd..... This totally make me soooo damn Bullshit. Huh...
It's alright.. I gonna push it all later on once I have a head off to think on. Goshhhhh.... And urmmmhhh, I don't know what the title of this entry that's why I put what the title of this... As long I get updated. :)))

I'm Awake still..

Yeah... I'm awake still. Its about 3.05a.m. and I haven't sleep yet. i knw, its not good for my health but what to do la kan. I can't even close my eyes. I have nothing to story about in here but ermmm, I gonna try my hardest to push my head to think on what I am going to write or share in this early morning. Hell yeah, what is on my mind??? For sure the only things are "_______" I don't want to mention it here. I better keep it as secret.. Hurmmm... So, nothing to add up on. I am totally out of idea about what to write. So, I better stop here and wishing the world a Good NighT+Morning... Hope tomorrow will be a better day than today.

Love,
Ann....

This is me

Yes. This is me. I do what I do, I do whatever i like, I like whatever I do... I just reached home after a tiring time walking around Mid valley since morning. I am definitely bored at home. I woke up early this morning and started my craziness whereby I took train to Central Market and then KL central then to the Mid Valley. See, how stupid+crazy I am. While I can go straightly to the Mid Valley by Bus or Taxi. I just wanted to wasted my time actually. Now I am home. I am Bored still actually after I reached Mid Valley. Why??? Because, I'd been seen Mid Valley about thousand times I guess. Uncountable. I wanna shop for some stuffs but it turned out to window shopping. Guess what I did, I just look at the foods stuff and everything related to foods. Then I thought that it just wasting my time. Time is too precious to waste it. I then decided to go home and maybe doing something beneficial at home. Probably.!!!  And, now I am home.. LOL...!!

Worried..

Yeah!! I am a FREAK... I am waiting for something doesn't promise me anything. I am a little bit worry...Arggghhh!! God, I hope that u will answer me today.. I really need your help right now.. I know u know everything about me.. And I believe that u will help me out to solve all this. I am not just worried but I am scared..Yes, I am scared. U know why.. Hmmm... Answer me please and please... I would be so thankful if u answer me. I really don't know where to find another source of that. What that referring to?? I won't mention it here. I just need God hand to help me out... Thanks Lord..

WorsT..

Oh Oh Oh... I wanna add songs here.. But I don't know how to do. Yeah, I am just learning u knw.. haha... Uh uh uh.. Plz mind, keep on thinking..I knw u knw something. U most clever than computer. Mind controlled everything, soooo think faster. I wanna add more graphics too, so it would be more fun blogging....:)))

I speak my mind... lalala... I'm bored..seriously, I am super BORED... or should I say EXTREMELY ~
Well, Well, Well..... urghhhh!!

Am I moTivated????

Well, Talk about motivation. There might be thousand definition or expression comes from different kind of people. For me, motivation is something related to inspiration that make us feel more confidence in essence to do something or it is the self approached to achieve something in life. I am just like the others, I have many dreams. I imagine something beyond myself. Some people might say its ridiculous but who cares.. I am just me. I don't copy others and I ain't please others for things not reliable. Anyway, back to back to the main point. Something made me curious of, something made me question of, something made me blink my eyes, something made my head rolled out.... All those brought me to the level of thinking. i begin from knowledge then relate it with understanding. Understanding is not enough without we comprehend it nor analyze. Like we spice it together until we could evaluate it. That is the level of thinking people used to have. I am one level of that, maybe for some question but not for all. No one could achieve something without an effort.

Besides, I always positively think of things related to negative impression. Being a positive thinker makes us aware from the cons of self. I tend to believe in something doesn't exist. That's me and no one could changed that. I believe that Barbie's my inspiration, she motivate me. Made me feel that I am alive and appreciate this world. I tend to creating my own world like the Barbie's world. I am so into fairy-tale. Whatever it is, anything could motivate us. Barbie's only in my imagination and I wanna be like her in my dreamland not in reality. Therefore, I won't decline the possibility if i am living in her's world in reality.

Even the tiny things motivate people. I always stick on this perception. I don't only let my eyes see the large things make people motivated. Just look at the stars, it's twinkling on the sky and only appear if they want to appear themselves and disappear if they felt so. Those are the tiniest things inspired people, everyone wanted to be a STAR. I am not talking about celebrities, they are STAR too but they are not the truly STAR. The truly STAR is within ourselves, if we tend to believe that "I am the star in my heart" then it would be. Don't let others become us motivated but believe in yourself.

Nevertheless, there's nothing more than important to motivate people rather than their own selves. I am for an example, I don't look closely to things other think that's inspired them. I always believe that my own self motivates me. Why I say so??? Well, Challenge your self then u'll discover it by yourself. I am not yet one stage at being a successful woman/person but I am closely to become a STAR for my own. It's literally known by me and only me. No one could judge me by just looking at my appearance without deeply discover it within my heart. Don't get me wrong, discover yourself goods first then try to deeply touch others heart then u'll know the true meaning of self inspiration. Love everything God's gave to us even we're not created as perfect like others. Therefore, no ones perfect.

Yet, I haven't answer my question. Its self question and I would be answering it soon. Keep updating...<3

Wacky Wacky...

Oh..Oh...Oh..Oh..Oh... I am just wake up..LOL... I used to woke up at 7am or earlier than 10.30am...haha..Well, I slept early last nite then I woke up late..lalala.. Its ok then, I got nothing to do baa.. I am seriously bored at home.. Afta diz gonna take my shower and watching tv maybe..That's my routine.. I am jobless.That only I could say.. I am waiting for my BIG DAY on 21 Oct.... Everything would/might be changes on that day, I gonna own my degree like the others..Yeahhh!!! i cannot wait the day to come...... 

Yet, Can u suggest me something to do for today bloggie..??? I wanna fill my time with something beneficial.. I don't want to waste my tyme just like that... Oh yeahhhh!! Maybe reading a book is the best thing to do or cooking, do my laundry or else.... No No No No..... Not cooking either.. I don't want gaining weight... Stick to the first one I guess.... :)))

To be continue...<3...

Love this..

A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life...by Isadora James...

I love this quote. Its remain me of my sister kindness, she's the miracle God gave to me.. Even though we're not apart, My heart is so close to her. The sea separated us, and it's only distance makes us far from one another. I truly love her and I pray to God so that she will have a good life, succeed in everything she's do and perhaps soon to be she will become a great physiotherapist. I will always pray for her happiness...

A brother is a miracle God gave to me.. I only have one brother (Younger). I truly love him deeply in my heart. I might never shows my love to him, but I believe that he feel the love from me. Above all, I love my siblings. I appreciate everything God gave me, I might not have a perfect family but I have a perfect heart to love them. They are my Inspiration in life. Without them, I might not having a perfect life's ever.

May succeed will always be ours forever and our love will stay long till the end of the world. Me loves u both...

Yeah..!!

Yeah..!! I am just finished taking shower... Its so refreshing and cold.. I could feel the water drops on my body.. It blow me softly with the touch of aromatic purifying milk bath.

But I am not going to blogging about shower thingy. I wanna share bout something made me so sick. Oh my.. During preparing my dish for dinner (while cooking eggs) lol.. I don't wanna talk bout it...

Yet, i am out of idea... Think of reading some book before I land myself to bed. I've lots of books collection actually, but it's all safely stored in my inventory. It not because I don't have time to read it but I am too lazy to read books..Haha...

:))) To be continue..

What can I say..???

Hurm.. I should've uploding my picture here but I can't even upload it because of I'd been facing slow internet connection.. What a shit I can say?? So, gonna uploaded it soon.. Besides, I had the difficulties to browse to the internet.

My firsT enTry

I'd been successful to access this blog's thingy finally. At first I don't even know how to create an account but at last I did it..Yeah...!! I am about to just closing the browser and stop thinking of creating a blog..LOL!! Anyway, this is my first entry for the year of 2011 (8 sepT)... I actually had a blog page before but I don't even remember what my password is, so then I left it just like that after fed up thinking what my password is or url's..

I welcome myself here again...Gonna roll out blogging.. And I call it BEYOND IMAGINATION.. Ask me why???? Only me know and u'll discover that when u'll keep reading my update blog soon...